Bokonon

typhoon of memory and thought. a thousand voices speaking at once. time dissolves, leaving residue of every friendship i have betrayed. coward. hands shake with rage, smearing tears and snot. can’t breathe. help.help.help. it’s clear, i need to swallow it down and face the fucking void.  there is no longer any question as to whether i have ever been a kind or genuine being. i promise to try harder.and i hope it kills me. (numb yourself.)

typhoon of memory and thought. a thousand voices speaking at once. time dissolves, leaving residue of every friendship i have betrayed. coward. hands shake with rage, smearing tears and snot. can’t breathe. help.help.help. it’s clear, i need to swallow it down and face the fucking void. 

there is no longer any question as to whether i have ever been a kind or genuine being. i promise to try harder.and i hope it kills me.

(numb yourself.)

(via dethjunkie)

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