January 2010
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just slide.
a slip and slide that is starting to dry in patches from sitting in the sun looking closer at life long patterns – apparent in the stillness release the longing for anything other than what Is desire soaks in to earth, let go of your emotional bowels forget the present is not an extension of the past freedom to respond rather than react
hello how are you? not too bad. just bad enough to...
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inarticulate self.
Man is glowing against the night sky. Houses and roads fill the land. Media fills the minds. Products in the bellies. Progress eliminates desire. Language fails me at every turn.
Digging to the center.
through flesh and bones. what i find isn’t important. to witness the process is my only hope. makeshift. make believe. while the real hero unmakes the belief. keep looking, cowboy. destroying the...
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earth.
Just the earth and I.
Feeling my way through forest. Washing over stone. Carving path with each lap at the shore. Soaking through soil.
Pulled through roots and released to the sky. Even when disparate, I am whole.
Just the earth in I.
In a container I take expected shape. Stagnant. I die./Freed. I cannot be held. Flowing to the contours of this earth.
Unwilling to predict where I may end up....
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nothing is greater.
Time passes at the speed of your heart beat. Orchestrated by breath. Lost to this moment. Fragments of mind scatter. lost to the wind. Fragile mammal, twitching in pleasure or writhing in pain. No apologies built with these useless hands. too tired to deny my needs. Wrapped in the welcoming of flesh. no longer fighting my irrational heart or the insignificance of this mind. still lacking the...
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how does it feel to be an internet celebrity?
If anything at all,
it feels like some of my friends knew me before I even met them.
Thankfully, my celebrity is pretty limited and I’ve been spared much poisoning.
On occasion it seems that my ego inflates some and I get the impression that my opinions are the only ones. Chances are, this happens to even those who have yet...
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What advice would you give to aspiring models about art modelling in particular?
Emotional and physical awareness are more important than a pristine figure. An interesting and interested subject will only add further depth and complexity to an image.
Who you are is going to show up in your images. (at least I should hope so) Listening inwardly and sorting through personal...
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If you could change anything, one thing, what would it be?
Myself. Word on the street is that I can.
How grateful am I that all I desire is within my limited reach? Very.
Ask me anything
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What photoshoot so far has been your favorite, and why?
In regards to experience or product?
It’s difficult enough for me to search through the past and the collection of memories I have. I recall being exceptionally elated by most photoshoots in my first year of modeling. If you’d asked me then, I would have had an answer.
Whichever camera I am in front of at the...
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Why does the Easter bunny carry eggs? Rabbits don’t lay eggs.
I’m not certain why anyone would assume the easter bunny laid those eggs. Who in their right mind would hide their unborn in the houses of small, greedy children?
I can’t say for certain but it’s beginning to look like he’s a clever dealer pushing for chocolate addiction at an early age....
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I’ll tell you: we’ll split up the week, okay? You take lymphoma, and tuberculosis…
I want bowel cancer.
What for you, is simply too taboo?
Still searching for that.
We all need something to fetishize, don’t we?
Ask me anything
